I wanna know whats going on in your mind? I wanna see what you see, think what you think and just see what its like to just be you for a day. I wonder if im in there or if im in there when i force myself to be. I wonder if you ever think about the past, what has happen, all the memories and even all the heartache that ive been through. It sounds so… idiotic but, if the answer is yes, i wanna see how you think of it. I wanna feel the same way you do, cause i feel like you never feel like i do. I want you to prove me wrong, that you do get sad and that it effects you like how it effects me.
I wanna just see your mind, explore it and understand it since you said yourself that i never understand what its like. Show me so i can, open up.
I’m scared you’re gonna leave me or someone else is gonna come along and be better than me. I really don’t wanna lose you.
Im never really been so scared before.
Nights like these make you see things for what they really are.
Im becoming numb again… but at least youre not as blind as before.